PCOS, or polycystic ovarian syndrome, was not something I asked for. I was just "lucky enough" to get it, and I got it hard.
It's not very fun being female with facial hair any 16 year old boy would wish for. Women who shaves are not sexy!
It is not fun walking around with a good 'ole muffin top above my waistline. Bellyfat ain't sexy on anyone.
It is not fun waiting for your periods like other people are waiting to win the lottery. I mean, will it come this month, or will I get it at all for the rest of this year? What about next year?
The part with my periods would not really bother me if it wasn't the fact that I would like a kid.
You know cartoons of ugly women... The women looking like a bag of potatoes with hair in their faces... That's me.
Of course, I try to hide it with waxing and shaving and tweezing. I force my lumpy body in clothes I am hoping are able to hide the fact that I am fat, not just a little "plump"...
So, why on earth am I sharing this with perfect strangers?
Today is the first day of the rest of my life, and to find motivation for the bad days, I thought this blog would keep me on track.
From today on I am quitting carbs (for the most part), I am going to do more exercising and I am going to find a solution for my beard.
Wish me the best of luck, God knows I need it bad...
